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Tsui no Koku ni Idaku Mono (One to be Embraced at the Final Hour)
Lyrics by: Katagiri Koushiro
Composed by: Iizuka Masaaki
Sung by: Okiayu Ryoutarou
Mizu ni utsuru omae no sugata
Kuzushi nagara medeyou ka
Nanimokamo ga tsui no kotowari
Suuhai to shihai yami to en
Your image, reflected in water,
Shall I love it as I break it?
Everything follows the logic of opposites,
Adoration and domination, darkness and flame
Massugu ni nobasu sono te
Hikiyosete mayou oroka na setsuna
Pulling close your hand that is extended
I lose my way one foolish moment
Tooku tooku ni hibiku
Omae no sasayaki kono mune ni fureru
Subete kudaranu konoyo
Awaki kuchibiru no omae wo ubaou ka
Tsui no hate ni
Resounding far, far away
Your whispers touch my heart
In this worthless world
Shall I snatch away you, of pale lips,
To the end of death?
Sora wo aogu omae no sugata
Kaze de midashi nakasou ka
Sue wo matsu yo tagai wo wakatsu
Itsuwari to makoto ten to chi
Your image that fans the sky
Shall I disturb it with the wind and make you cry?
This world, which waits for its demise, separates from each other
Deceit and truth, heaven and earth
Hohoende watashi wo yobu
Osore sae shiranu mujaki na tsumi yo
Smilingly, it calls to me,
A fearless, innocent sin
Haruka haruka ni kasumu
Hosoki sono karada taorisou ni naru
Subete kudaranu konoyo
Hakanakute tsuyoi omae no hoka nado wa
Nigiritsubusu
Clouding far, far away
Your slender image becomes fragile
In this worthless world
I shall crush everything except for you,
Who is fleeting, yet strong
Gisei seijaku hametsu
Nukumori wa jama da hoshii hazu ga nai
Sacrifice, silence, destruction
Warmth is but a hindrance, something I should not want
Karete karehate kuchiro
Yabou wo naraku ni nomikomaseyou ka
Subete subete wa mujou
Kegarenaki mama no omae ni senaka muke
Ten ni hanatsu
Wither, wither away and rot
Shall I engulf everything in the abyss of my ambition?
Everything, everything is uncertain
With my back to you, who is untarnished,
I shall release myself to heaven
Song: Touka Hitori Konoyo ni Ochite (A Frozen Flower Falls in this World)
Lyrics By: Takubo Mami (?)
Sung By: Okiayu Ryoutarou
Touka ni ochiru
Sekibaku no hate
Kodoku na batsu wo
Kono mi ni kizami
I’ll fall in frozen flowers
At the limits of desolation
Carving in my body
The punishment of loneliness
Karamitsuita hosoi ito wa kaze ni kie
Aruji no nai sumika no ato wo azawarau
Oroka na zainin no matsuro wo shirinagara
Kurikaeshi omoi haseru negai
Umarekawareta nara
Tsugi koso wa eien ni omae to...
The thin, tangled threads disappear in the wind
Ridiculing the empty spider’s lair
While knowing the fate of the stupid criminal
My repeated feelings run only one prayer
If I am reincarnated,
Next time, eternally, with you…
(Touka ni ochiru)
Sono te wo hanashi
(Sekibaku no hate)
Subete ga kooritsuita
(Kodoku na batsu wo)
Jikuu no saki no
(Kono mi ni kizami)
Kaeranu nukumori ni kogare
(Falling in frozen flowers)
Letting go of your hand
(At the limits of desolation)
Everything has frozen
(Carving in my body)
Yearning for the warmth that will never return
(The punishment of loneliness)
At the end of space and time
(Touka ni ochiru)
Omae wo sagasu
(Sekibaku no hate)
Kuukyo na kono sekai de
Kanawanu ai wo nido to deaenu
(Kono mi ni kizami)
Sadame wo akirame kirezu ni
(Falling in frozen flowers)
I shall search for you
(At the limits of desolation)
Within this vacant world
The forbidden love that I won’t meet again
(Carving in my body)
Without throwing away my destiny
Onaji michi wo tomo ni ayumeta mirai wo
Ushinau ni wa ooki sugita hibi wo omou
Itetsuku ashimoto wa michibiita zetsubou
Kesshite tokeru koto no nai sekai
Ano komorebi no you na
Omae no kioku wo idaki hitori de...
Losing the future that I could have walked with you
I think about the countless days (? Help appreciated here)
Despair guides my frozen feet
In the world will never melt
Holding your memories, like sunlight coming through leaves
I walk alone…
(Touka ni ochiru)
Sono nukumori ga
(Sekibaku no hate)
Sei e to tsunagi tomeru
(Kodoku na batsu wo)
Tatoe sonomama
(Kono mi ni kizami)
Jouka sarete shimaou to mo
(Falling in frozen flowers)
Your warmth
(At the limits of desolation)
Won’t stop till it ties me to my end
(Carving in my body)
Even if I am purified
(The punishment of loneliness)
Like that
(Touka ni ochiru)
Omae no soba e
(Sekibaku no hate)
Modoreru musou no naka
Kanawanu ai wo, tada sore dake wo
(Kono mi ni kizami)
Hitasura machiwabitsudzukete
(Falling in frozen flowers)
By your side
(At the limits of desolation)
Inside a returning reverie
A forbidden love, only for that
(Carving in my body)
Earnest and impatient, I keep waiting
KONO KYOURAKU NO SETSUNA YO (This Moment of Pleasure) Sung By: Okiayu Ryoutarou | |
Ginsen no ori kara mou nigedase mai Ankoku no sekai no utsukushisa oshieyou Mizukagami yureru omae ga utsuru Kaguwashii hana wa saku mae ni chiritagaru | Escape again from the cage of the silver fan, and dance I shall teach you the beauty of a pitch dark world The mirror of water sways, reflecting you A fragrant flower wants to scatter before it has bloomed |
Jigoku ni kawaru toki o matsu Yoru no shiro no shizukesa yo Saigo no ito wo itsu kiru ka Kono kedakaki yubi ni kike | The tide of the night awaits The time when all will turn to hell Shall I break the final thread, Ask my sublime fingers |
Meidou no kassai saa maku ga agaru Horobi yuku sekai no hakanasa wo mitodokeyou Wareta tsuki mayou omae wo terasu Itaike na chou wa tobu mae ni tsukamu no da | A rumbling applause, yes, the curtain rises Ensuring the flimsiness of this breaking world A broken moon illuminates you, who has lost her way I shall grasp the innocent butterfly before it can fly |
Jigoku ni kaeru toki o matsu Kono setsuna no kyouraku yo Saigo no kui wo itsu utsu ka Kono tsumetaki mune ni kike | The pleasure of this moment awaits The time when all will change to hell Shall I reflect my last regret, Ask my empty heart |
Shitataru yami wa uzu to nari Onibi wo oi tawamureru Kaze no hate ni wa nani ga aru? Omae wo saa tsure te yukou | The trickling darkness becomes a whirlpool Flirtingly chasing after will-o-the-wisps What is there at the end of the wind? Yes, I shall go with you there |
Jigoku ni kaeru toki o matsu Kono setsuna no kyouraku yo Saigo no kui o itsu utsu ka Kono tsumetaki mune ni kike | The pleasure of this moment awaits The time when all will change to hell Shall I reflect my last regret, Ask my empty heart |
TAIHAI NO TAWAMURE (DECADANT FLIRTATION) Written by Takubo Mami Composed by Satou Hidetoshi Arranged by Gotou Shou Performed by Okiayu Ryoutarou | |
Akai mangetsu nomihosou ka Kuroki yami no utage Nani mo kamo ga kudaranu Okashi sugite memai ga | Shall I drink up the red full moon The banquet of black darkness Everything becomes trivial A dizziness beyond depravity |
Kono karada wa kumo no sumika Harari sono mi wo nage Daraku no te de kegashite hoshii to Naite negau no da | My body is a spider’s lair Throwing your gently falling form I wish to taint you with my corrupt hands I plead and pray |
Mogaku hodo ni karamu Ito wo kireba sokubaku kou darou | The more you struggle the more I’ll bind you, And if the thread breaks, you’ll pray for shackles |
Dasei de tsuzuku eien yori mo Hametsu suru zecchou wo oshieyou Fukai itami hodo kairaku ni kawaru | Rather than eternity continuing in inertia I’ll teach you of a devastating climax The deeper the pain the more it turns to pleasure |
Omae wa muku de itaike na chou Sanagi kara uka suru you ni ima Awai sono koromo nugisuteru ga ii | You are a pure, innocent butterfly Like emerging from your chrysalis, You better throw away your light garb |
Rai de saita ten wa mukuro Karero chi no hate made Nani mo kamo ga tsumaranu Munashi sugite warai ga | The heaven, cleft by lightning, is a corpse Let all wither till the end of earth Everything else is tedious Laughable beyond emptiness |
Rajoumon ni masshiroki chou wo Atsui toge de saseba Watashi dake no hyouhon Kuchita sekai kazarou ka | If at the gate of decadence I pierce A white butterfly with a hot thorn Will only my example Decorate this rotten world? |
Omae dake wo nozomu Karoki sugata yuukyuu no kagerou | You are the only thing I desire, Your light form is an eternal mirage |
Shoutai no naki shinjitsu yori mo Kanpeki na haitoku wo oshieyou Shihai sareru hodo etsuraku ga michiru | Rather than teaching truthless truths Let me teach you complete immorality Let pleasure fill to the point where it consumes you |
Omae wa jun de zankoku na chou Sono hane wo chigiri sutete warau Itoshii orokasa yo dakiyoseru mo ii | You are a purely cruel butterfly Scattering your discarded wings, you laugh O Beloved Folly, you better embrace me now |
Dasei de tsuzuku eien yori mo Hametsu suru zecchou wo oshieyou Fukai itami hodo kairaku ni kawaru | Rather than eternity continuing in inertia I’ll teach you of a devastating climax The deeper the pain the more it turns to pleasure |
Subete wa tada horobi yuku sadame Gareki ni yadoru yotsuyo no you na Amai namida e to kuchizukeru mo ii | Destiny destroys everything Like evening dew harboured inside rubbles Now I wish to kiss your sweet tears |
In case any of you are wondering where I disappeared to, I’m coping with the aftermath of a weird break up. It was a long term relationship; the guy has Narcissistic Personality Disorder in its classic manifestation. I’ve noticed people use the word ‘narcissistic’ very randomly, when describing a person who is rather full of themselves. Most of them are unaware of the debilitating effect of this disorder on the people around the narcissist and the narcissist himself. There is not a moment of peace. The relationship is very intense and after a while it just eats away at your self-esteem, your hopes, dreams, likes, dislikes everything until you are reduced to just a pile of nerves or, as in my case, a bitter and sarcastic individual who has lost all faith in love. Still, I’m trying to move on and rebuild, but I understand that this might take some time. Just wanted to share my experience.
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